Today was the first day of my final exams. First paper after 3 months plus in Manchester. First paper for my uni life. However, it turned up not to be a very good start. My first paper was miserable. This is the first in my life time, I've been study hard for my exams, and ended up, I don't know how to do the questions.
Life is unpredictable. Recalled of my pass time in poly, I still manage to score in exams if I do study. However, this time is really a shocking one for me. Really cannot accept the fact that I cannot do the paper. Have been thinking, study so hard for what, in the end also ended up with nothing. Really felt low and disappointed about myself.
Maybe is my efforts put in this exams is not enough. I really don't know. Really felt scared now cos felt like, no more confident for the rest of the paper. I know that I shouldn't worry much about this anymore as I still have 3 more papers to go. I really want to pass. But I have a bad feeling, I may have to resit for the paper.
Heard that retest is in August time...NOOOoooo!!! That's far to long for me. Now I already might fail, if really have to resit in August, I seriously wonder what I will have inside my mind. Can I remember still what I've been study half a year ago??? Oh no man...the answer is absolutely no.
Okie..Shouldn't post this kind of writing as my first post in my new blog. Haha...Will be more good news coming out for the next post. Up till now, just want to get over this miserable time and recover myself. Want a happy old me. Want a healthy old me (now having flu >.<). Want to pass my exams. That's all I want for now.
Life is unpredictable. Recalled of my pass time in poly, I still manage to score in exams if I do study. However, this time is really a shocking one for me. Really cannot accept the fact that I cannot do the paper. Have been thinking, study so hard for what, in the end also ended up with nothing. Really felt low and disappointed about myself.
Maybe is my efforts put in this exams is not enough. I really don't know. Really felt scared now cos felt like, no more confident for the rest of the paper. I know that I shouldn't worry much about this anymore as I still have 3 more papers to go. I really want to pass. But I have a bad feeling, I may have to resit for the paper.
Heard that retest is in August time...NOOOoooo!!! That's far to long for me. Now I already might fail, if really have to resit in August, I seriously wonder what I will have inside my mind. Can I remember still what I've been study half a year ago??? Oh no man...the answer is absolutely no.
Okie..Shouldn't post this kind of writing as my first post in my new blog. Haha...Will be more good news coming out for the next post. Up till now, just want to get over this miserable time and recover myself. Want a happy old me. Want a healthy old me (now having flu >.<). Want to pass my exams. That's all I want for now.
