**MaPLe 枫叶**
你,过得幸福快乐吗?

一个人快不快乐,不是单看表面的。我可以很伤心,但是在别人面前却可以伪装起自己。为什么?我也不知道。

曾几何时,我可以把我一切的喜怒哀乐都写在脸上。虽然偶尔我还是会把情绪都摆在脸上,但是,如今的我,却不允许我自己再这么做了。我已在努力地把自己的情绪隐藏起来。

害怕影响身旁的人?害怕别人的疏远?害怕别人的眼光?种种的原因,在在地显示别人的一举一动会让我失去安全感,也让我变得越来越敏感,越来越小心翼翼。

有人曾经对我说过,我太在乎别人的看法、别人的心情。会吗?或许吧,因为我自己也不知道是不是这样了。

如今,我也只能武装起自己来保护自己了。唯有坚强或是强悍的外表,才能让我更有安全感吧。

最近心情真得很down。希望一切赶快好起来。愿主保佑我咯!加油!!
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**MaPLe 枫叶**
当年的我们,都还是小学生。大家快快乐乐的成长着,一起毕业,一起上中学。到了分道扬镳时,我才慢慢的感觉到,友情,真可贵!

已有好一段时候,我忘了那些无忧无虑的生活。这一个礼拜的大大小小聚会,感慨良多。

我们,已不是当年的我们。有的已成家立业,有的还在为梦想奋发图强,有的还在求学。曾几何时,我们的目标已不一致了。

一个礼拜,我很珍惜,也很舍不得。不想离开,不相分离,因为真的很难的,大家可以庆团圆。金虎年,纪念我们十几年(有的已二十年!)的友谊长存。大家的友谊还能长跑多久呢?让我们拭目以待吧!

祝大家新年快乐,事业/学业和爱情两得意!
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**MaPLe 枫叶**
1 Feb 2010 - Brand new chapter in my life. This is my new hope, new beginning and new environment.

I was jobless previously for almost 3 months. I found a temporary job before I accepted my current job offer. How's my temp job like? Sux =.=!!! This is all I could say about my temp job. In the first place, it was really unfair to me. I was kind of "cheated". Supposedly have to call the customer to update their mailing particulars. However, it turned up to be judging all the mailing addresses by ourselves whether it was mailable or not >.< We are expected to be like a Google map, an expert in cleansing the addresses.

Everyday, we are living in a stressful and pressurized environment. None of the day, we are not scolded by our supervisor. She really showing us the "attitude". Cannot tahan her man. Unreasonable woman who always forget about what she said and never be consistent in what she wants.

The only thing that made me sad to leave this job was my lovely colleagues. Those girls are really, cute and adorable. If not these wonderful girls, I might just quit the job and pay the company the compensation. I love my colleagues, they are my source of happiness when I worked in this stressful workplace.

Mon, will be a brand new chapter in my life. I will start my work as an engineer. Although I will be a trainee for 2 years, with no bonus, no increment and no promotion, however, the future seems to be promising. I hope that I am not "cheated" to take up the offer once again.

How will my new work be like? My colleagues? My superiors? From my interviewed previously, the people I am in contact with are friendly and warm, from the uncle in the guard house to my manager. And the HR people are very nice and sweet to me as well =) Of course, I had met my other 2 colleagues, they seems to be easy-going people. Another guy, hope he is friendly as well. Haha...but I'm the only girl again in the new batch of trainee =.=!!! Hope that in the future, there will be more women colleagues around me, although I know this is pretty hard for me as I am an engineer, but I just want to keep this little hope.

Nowadays, nothing is impossible for a woman ^^ Hope that 1 Feb will be a good start for me. I will give my best shot certainly to achieve what I am aiming!


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**MaPLe 枫叶**
The world is really very realistic, materialistic and selfish >.<

People can just step you at your back. People can mock you behind. People can just do all sorts of things to you, regardless of considering your feeling, just to achieve their own successful.

However, not all are heartless =) Some people are still kind, lovely, considerate and understanding.

There is still love around me. So, gambate neh! Love is all around, just need to open up ourselves, and giving others more love. Then, you will feel LOVE!

Stress is part of life, take it easy, nothing is impossible ^^

For those who are working, add oil. Your hard work will be seen oneday!

For those who are still studying, keep up your good work =) All the best to everyone!

Loveless,
HuiWei
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**MaPLe 枫叶**
Today went out with friends to Night Safari. My very first thought was, the animal habitat would be decorated nicely to meet the theme - Halloween.

But, I was totally wrong when I am inside the zoo. My friend did not actually told me about what was our plan for the night. I paid money to scare myself to death >.Cosplay was all around and everywhere in the zoo, except the animal sections.

Me and another girl were not awared that we were going to board a scary shuttle. "People" with different scary looking faces were scrolling up and down the zoo. We screamed quite loudly throughout the 45 minutes journey =.= I felt embarrased althought many girls were screaming as well.

We took a walk down another path for awhile while waiting for the animal show to start. Again, the girl and I were "cheated" to another "scary yet exciting" walk. Haiz...I screamed so loud till I did not really know what had happened around me. I almost cried to be honest and did not know how to react and what to do. Some other tourist were just laughing and "join in the crowd" to make us screamed more.

I would say, after all those thing, I am easily terrified by anything! I could not really see in dark, would spent quite sometime to get used to the weak moonlight. A small little things on floor can scared me too >.<

However, I am still quite happy to meet the friends I was apart from since June 2008. Although is horrified throughout the journey, I should say I enjoyed more the time spent with my friends. So, overall rating for today outing, 3.5 out of 5 =D (I still could not enjoyed fully in this kind of scary environment!) ~Ciao~
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